depression from happiness...
so... florida... great fun... now I'm depressed. Back to school, back to work, back to stress.
I got to let loose for an entire weekend, and not care... I acted stupid in front of strangers for no reason at all... because I could.
I'm glad everyone had fun... I'm glad I had fun... considering this may be my last trip of this sort. Meaning... i'm not going to be in chorus next year, so I'm not going on the trip... and after I'm out of school... its up to me to get down there... and I'm certain i'm going nowhere after I graduate, because I'm a moron and I fuck everything up. My life is going to be shit when it's laid in my hands...
...and I'm too lazy to change it...
I got to let loose for an entire weekend, and not care... I acted stupid in front of strangers for no reason at all... because I could.
I'm glad everyone had fun... I'm glad I had fun... considering this may be my last trip of this sort. Meaning... i'm not going to be in chorus next year, so I'm not going on the trip... and after I'm out of school... its up to me to get down there... and I'm certain i'm going nowhere after I graduate, because I'm a moron and I fuck everything up. My life is going to be shit when it's laid in my hands...
...and I'm too lazy to change it...