Dec 27, 2005 17:19
alright. i feel a bit like i am gonna vomit. like right now. the problem is, i cant do ANY FREAKING THING about it.
i hate myspace.
not really.
i hate boys.
no, that's not it.
i hate not being noticed.
by the boy i want to notice.
i feel better.
now. christmas was EXCELLENT. i got SIX new cds! (plus one more that we couldnt find before xmas.)
1. postal service- give up
2. jars of clay- ...jars of clay
3. death cab for cutie- transatlanticism
4. coldplay- X&Y
5. les miserables
6. phantom of the opera
7. ---sufjan stevens- illinoise
yeah. im excited. and i am gonna be really cute coming back to school because i got some neato clothes and scarves.
but i was thinking today... i am SO incredibly blessed. i hope everyone doesn't think i am some little rich girl brat. i dont think i am, but i dont know, i didnt realize until recently how great my life really is. when i was in middle school, i didnt have all of the stuff i have now, and i guess i just didnt realize how much my life changed from the time my dad was laid off to now.
really.
life is great.
other than the oblivious boy.
OBLIVIOUS.
by the way... thanks to everyone who came to my house last thursday. that was seriously on of the funnest days i've had in my backyard in a while. if anyone ever feels like coming over, (preferably on a day i dont have practice or homework) call me, cause it was SO fun.
a semi-lengthy entry, but not too deep.
thanks for reading.