all i can say, im sorry for the way i am. i never meant to be this way...im sorry...
"Can you think back to when things worked
When dreams were the days you lived
When you never cried alone
Just realize that I know how you feel now"
to anyone, im sorry. im sorry for ever hurting you. im sorry for all the screw-ups ive made. i never meant to do it. im sorry im me. i wish i wasnt. i wish i could fix everything. i want nothing to be wrong. why cant everything be ok? why cant we lead perfect lives? why cant i be happy? i just want to cry. i need to cry. i can feel the tears there. all im missing is someone to hold me while i let them fall. im tired of being alone. im tired of wondering what i did wrong. im sick of screwing up. and im sick of everything that causes my heart to ache. i just want to have a perfect life, a perfect relationship. i always put on my mask to hide what im really feeling. to hide the fact that inside im torn up and dying. that im not happy. im sick of myself. i hate me. i want to rip this body up and get a new one. a new life. i want to start over from the very beginning. maybe then i can fix everything. i can make things perfect for me. maybe then ill be happy...
When dreams were the days you lived
When you never cried alone
Just realize that I know how you feel now"
to anyone, im sorry. im sorry for ever hurting you. im sorry for all the screw-ups ive made. i never meant to do it. im sorry im me. i wish i wasnt. i wish i could fix everything. i want nothing to be wrong. why cant everything be ok? why cant we lead perfect lives? why cant i be happy? i just want to cry. i need to cry. i can feel the tears there. all im missing is someone to hold me while i let them fall. im tired of being alone. im tired of wondering what i did wrong. im sick of screwing up. and im sick of everything that causes my heart to ache. i just want to have a perfect life, a perfect relationship. i always put on my mask to hide what im really feeling. to hide the fact that inside im torn up and dying. that im not happy. im sick of myself. i hate me. i want to rip this body up and get a new one. a new life. i want to start over from the very beginning. maybe then i can fix everything. i can make things perfect for me. maybe then ill be happy...