May 22, 2006 18:14
Or I could just simply post this:
I know Ryan and his girlfriend broke up.
And, I still love him.
And, I am in the process of trying to do something about it.
Because I am a jackass.
And I have someone who cares for me a great, great deal and is so good to me. And someone else that is very interested. And someone else that is just interested.
And yet I want him.
Am I setting myself up....of course. Do I care....not so much. It's almost a year later and I still love him.
Oh yeah, I've been keeping that a secret because I don't feel like other people and their screwed up relationships judging me.