It's been a while...
When I began this journal, it was with high hopes that I would record daily thoughts on life, happiness, and random thoughts. Well, that didn't happen! :-0. Life update... 9 1/2 years teaching, and I still love the kids. A lot of my naïveté about the school business has been shattered. I have discovered over the last year and a half that I am entirely to trusting of people. Putting up walls to protect myself has only left me feeling very alone. Surely I will figure out this contentment thing eventually.
I wish I could say that I have this love/ relationship thing figured out. Hahahahaha... Not even close. I thought that losing over 100 lbs would be the fix it. Not so much. Weight is still a struggle, and I still have more to lose. Plus, when you lose a lot of weight, you have skin issues.
So my life isn't what I thought it would be, but I am definitely blessed. I have a couple of friends who give a damn, an amazing family who loves me bunches, and a job that I enjoy. Now I need to let go of the things that I have no control over and start living life to the fullest.
:-) hopefully I won't wait 7 years between posts.
Have an amazing day!!!!!
;-) JK
I wish I could say that I have this love/ relationship thing figured out. Hahahahaha... Not even close. I thought that losing over 100 lbs would be the fix it. Not so much. Weight is still a struggle, and I still have more to lose. Plus, when you lose a lot of weight, you have skin issues.
So my life isn't what I thought it would be, but I am definitely blessed. I have a couple of friends who give a damn, an amazing family who loves me bunches, and a job that I enjoy. Now I need to let go of the things that I have no control over and start living life to the fullest.
:-) hopefully I won't wait 7 years between posts.
Have an amazing day!!!!!
;-) JK