wangst, please ignore :P
whyyyyyyyy ooooh whyyyyyyyy is it that at this late at night going to sleep is the last thing i wanna do!
/cry
is being alone so scary?
sometimes this late at night i miss high school. not for the psychotic fits, but for the ability to entertain myself for long periods while i was alone... i miss the things i did back then. specific ones. message boards, people i met, stories i wrote and participated in... i do that kind of stuff now, but in a different way. it was more... intimate? before. now, its out in the open, its not quite so... requiring of my strict elaboration? like the participation of other people who are present takes some quality away from the experience that i miss.... i dont know. maybe i miss the freedom, because there was a certain freedom in it. i doubt ive lost the crazy required to make it all fun, so no worries on that front, haha. imma shut up now... now that ive said i dont wanna sleep my eyes are drooping to spite my brain. maybe they know better.
gnighty. shadowlord death inthe morning, fweeeeffXI :o
/cry
is being alone so scary?
sometimes this late at night i miss high school. not for the psychotic fits, but for the ability to entertain myself for long periods while i was alone... i miss the things i did back then. specific ones. message boards, people i met, stories i wrote and participated in... i do that kind of stuff now, but in a different way. it was more... intimate? before. now, its out in the open, its not quite so... requiring of my strict elaboration? like the participation of other people who are present takes some quality away from the experience that i miss.... i dont know. maybe i miss the freedom, because there was a certain freedom in it. i doubt ive lost the crazy required to make it all fun, so no worries on that front, haha. imma shut up now... now that ive said i dont wanna sleep my eyes are drooping to spite my brain. maybe they know better.
gnighty. shadowlord death inthe morning, fweeeeffXI :o