something left behind

[tce]

im out on the road. i thought i would be perfectly fine. but i m not. im good but things could be a lot better.i felt 2 thing behind at home. one of them means a lot to me and the other use to mean a lot to me but as the days go on its meaning is lost deeper and deeper in to the darkness .both of these things are friendships kinda left them hanging. well i left one hanging. the other one i just left period cuz i can see were its going. i wish i had settled things be for i left and fixed things be for i left. but i didn't had no time and now i kind of regret neglecting these things.i wish i could tell one of my friends how i feel about them and how much they means to me as well as smooth things out witht he other friend ship. i guess all thats left to do is try to patch things up from were i am. i wish i could do it in person but i some how always back out when i had the perfect chance. or i could sit and hope things pan out. but yeah. i think im going to try to smooth things over.
well that’s it from me. this is one of many updates from the road.

ps. another note. a real on the road up date

things here are great. the crews is fucking awesome, its not a friendship kind of situation its more like a family kind of thing. that cast is great as well. the show is good. last wensday i got kocked(drunk) it was great sort of. but yeah there not a lot to do on the road. you eat, sleep, work, shop(for like stuff you need to survive) and drink. but yeah every now and then we go out and have fun. were going to Montreal. which is were a bunch of us will be going on a shopping spree. so thats going to be fun.

well this time its real it it for tonight
l8s
daniel
rookie_rfl
aka sideshow