whoa!!!!!!!!!!long time no post. wow its still here

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yeah itss been about two months since ive posted. how things are going. well ehhh. its going shitty. to much drama. to much crapy in my life. to much dead weight too.ive been feeling really really really lonely lately and it sucks. i can't stand it here any more.so yeah im serious trying to leave this town now. i might jump on to disney on ice. the thing is when i leave should i cut all ties? should i just vanish? and if i did would any one care. would any one notice? probly not. ive noticed i pick alot of phony ppl to be my friends. im not saying names or anything. it just seems that ppl cal becuase they want something out of me other than just to hang out and once they get it its like thanks bye got to go. and well im starting to hate it.

ive been working my ass of and well the sad thing is. i have nothing to show for it. i make good money and yet im broke and have nothing to show for it.so yeah. well im gona stop bitching becuase. well every one says thats all a do is bitch. so ill shut up now.im just gona crwal into bed and sleep. maybe tomarow is better. probly not though.