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repost from past but still stand by it

Sep 18, 2005 23:38

You grow up together, becoming friends in early to mid childhood, drawn
together as much by the things that you have in common as those that you
don't. Often, you take on a characteristic, hobby or thought that you find
appealing in your friend, and even while maintaining your own identity and
sense of self, you create a deeper bond. You argue, you have fights,
sometimes don't speak to each other for a while, but you always come back
together because you're best friends and that's what best friends do. You
each make new friends, hang out with them from time to time or invite them
to cruise it with you, but it's always your best friend that you're closest
too, that you're with the most, your best friend that you share your
secrets with, your fears, your dreams and disappointments. You miss him/her
when you're apart, your stomach sometimes tingles when you know you're going
to see him/her and hang out together, doing all the different things that people
do. You don't know it but what you're feeling is love. A pure form of love
that people strive for but rarely achieve in life.

i still stand by this statement and im glad i managed to realize this. things are ok i start my hell week(work wise) tomarow but i feel like shit right now. this weekend was fun.. well sort of. last week was great i spent alot of time with on of my best firends it was fun. the weekend was ok till i ran into an old friend who hasn't changed and i some how managed to scre wup and give them my number. now she want me to go out with her but i can't see my self to doing that...today was great hung out with 2 really kool poeple. but yet for some reason i feel down. ive been thinking alot and i don't like it.

there are some things i want to tell my dad about but im not able to come up with the words to tell him.. i mean hes been trying to get closer but all that ever come out of it is me pushing him away and making every thing feel wierd.i still don't know.
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