boredom. any i don't know
well last night was fun.lets jsut say i got crunk and did something else.to day was wierd as hell. i went to do some shopping went swimming and then went to work. i got off from work about a hour ago im here at home bored as hell and have nothing to do. i want to go hang out but no one will anwer there phones well the ppl i want to hang out with won't answer. i don't want to be alone right now. for some odd reason i can't stand being alone any more. it has finaly gotten to me. use to hate being out and hanging in large crowds but now its the oppisite. when ever im alone i start to think.(i over think things) and it drives me nuts. and when i think i sometimes(well alot of the times)i think of things and the get me down. and i mean down. i can't take el paso any more.this town is sucking the life out of me and its doing it fast. i was great till now. at work i was busy so no time to think and now im thinking and its annoying me. i don't want to think any more.