Jan 30, 2006 23:06
Hmm Cominghome was cool///from what I can remember I got my dress that morning and did my hair and makeup in like a half hour...gayy I took 800 pictures at the dance ..? why I dont know i thought I would get use out of it lol
um after was sweet I stayed at Randys... I was the only girl...blahhh and it must have been the coldest night because I was freezing.? so over all it turned out overall to be pretty good.
Im confused...kinda again but not really...I know it so Im not confused but I still feel it.
I thought changing was going to make my life better well obviously most of my changes have but theres a few that I feel are semi right now?
I thought it would help but I think now that I look back at this my change was the problem...if I was just myself it would have helped alot.
You can only hide how you feel for so long wheather it be good or bad it comes out at one point...dont change the way you are just because you "think" it will help...most of the time it wont...
but to me its almost fake...every movement every word every thought...? you would never understand
Your always there...and have been its clouding my memory with just you...but that doesnt mean Im complaining..no way would I be complaining
Theres things going on in my mind that I would never change
Theres a word for this..but you would already know that...
Its way too much for my mouth to let out...wanting it more and more
gees its like Im taking a drug or something lol