Jesse St. James / Rachel Berry LOG
Who?: Jesse St. James and Rachel Berry
Where?: Her house.
When?: Saturday night.
Why?: Rachel’s mother and father have gone out for the night to see her other father and Rachel’s mother’s significant other so she and Jesse can have some alone time to watch movies and eventually have it lead to other things.
Warnings?: Second base and a fade to black. Still a little NSFW. Read with discretion.
Rachel:
Rachel was excited, her parents were going out for the night and she would have the whole house to herself. They were actually going to go and visit with her other dad and spend time with him, well, her dad was, her mother was going because she just needed a little vacation from everything. Calling Jesse earlier that day she told him that she had the house to herself if he wanted to come over and do something. After their last date at the movies and make out point she wouldn't have minded repeating the process. It felt really nice and Jesse made sure that he was making her comfortable, that was what she loved about him, maybe she was starting to see why making out was so much fun and she wanted more. When her parents left for the night she began to bake some cookies and then she went upstairs to freshen herself up just a bit. Maybe they could at least find something on TV to watch. Hearing the buzzer for the cookies she got the pan out and then she put the cookies on a plate. Putting some popcorn into the popping machine she made some popcorn. Grabbed a couple of cokes and laid everything on the coffee table. She couldn't wait to spend another night with Jesse.
Jesse:
Jesse dressed quickly when he heard that her parents were leaving the house for several hours. His hormones were raging at the thought of it. Even if it was just second base again, he wanted to do it over and over again until she told him no. Going all the way was always a fore-front on his mind now just because he had that little taste of heaven but he would never push her. He didn't want the reputation of being a jerk to girls and making them do things they didn't want to do. He decided to run over to her house, knowing it wasn't terribly far. It was a beautiful day out anyway. He put on his jeans, boots and shirt and jogged over to Rachel's home. He knocked on the door and then began to rock on his heels nervously. He drew a breath and exhaled it loudly waiting for her to respond to his knock.
Rachel:
Being upstairs she put on a record as she brushed her hair and touched up her makeup. This was the life she had always wanted to live, and even though her hormones were screaming for more than second base, she wanted to be a lady and at least wait until they were absolutely sure they were serious about each other and having a future together. But for now she just wanted to be with him tonight and do a little more touching and kissing. She always left GLEE club stuff at school, and her personal life and fun stuff at her home and when she went with her friends to go and hang out at places. When she heard the knock on the door she raced down the stairs. "Coming!" She then opened up the door and immediately she went in for a kiss when she saw Jesse standing there. "Hi, come on in and make yourself comfortable." She smiled as she closed the door and then went into the living room and sat on the couch.
Jesse:
He kissed her back easily a smile on his face. He loved the excitement she always let show when he saw her. It made him feel special. He followed her trying not to squirm underneath the pressure. His eyes followed her every curve as she walked. He let out a sigh internally. The more he saw her the more he wanted to be with her on a more serious side. As in wedding bells. That scared the hell out of him but it was something that he would eventually have to think about. Even though the whole school thought he was a tramp all he wanted to do was settle down with a white picket fence and a happy family. He smiled at the thought of having babies down the line. Raising his own, teaching them how to sing and encouraging them like his parents did him. He sat down by her and scooted in, wrappnig an arm easily around her shoulders.
Rachel:
Excited about what the night would bring, maybe just maybe she could do a little more than just making out and a little boob action. After all she was a teenage girl and she had been dating Jesse a while, but she didn't want to be known as the school tramp, but at the same time she wanted to be just a little closer to him. Even if that meant just falling asleep in his arms for the night, after all when her parents weren't going to be home until late that usually meant that they were going to a motel to sleep. Sitting down she cuddled herself into Jesse, "This feels really nice. Just us in my house, noone to distract us or anything." She gave him a smile, "I thought maybe we could see what movies are on the TV, or something. But cuddling up to you seems like a good idea as well." She really wanted to be closer to him, but she didn't want to scare him with wanting to discuss sex with him because she wanted to be serious with their relationship. Maybe she would just see where the night went first.
Jesse:
"Why not do both sweetheart? It's not as if we can't watch television and cuddle at the same time." He smiled down at her. HIs mind was racing. How late were parents going to be gone? What was going to happen to night. He tipped her chin up and kissed her gently on the lips. He nipped at her bottom lip teasingly before withdrawing. "If that's what you want to do of course and it is nice being alone in the house. It feels...natural." He wanted to say it was like they were married but didn't want to scare her with that kind of talk.
Rachel:
Sitting there next to him she nodded her head. "Your completely right."She gave a laugh, "Okay so lets see what we have here." Taking the remote into her hand she started flipping through the channels. This felt like they were a newlywed couple in their house watching TV. It felt right and she could see herself being with him forever. Luckily her parents would be gone all night, knowing what the night could possibly bring to her, maybe she could think about giving herself to him and having him be her first, after all he was her first love. When he lifted her chin up and gave her a kiss and nipped at her bottom lip she closed her eyes and her insides shook, was he teasing her? Because it was certainly working, but she didn't want to just jump at him like a mad woman. Cuddling up to him once more she centered herself towards the TV, "Oh this looks good, I don't know what it is though." She really wasn't thinking about the television at all, but a little distraction never hurt. She didn't want the night to go too fast. "I know what you mean about this feeling natural. I feel like myself around you Jesse, and it feels perfect."
Jesse:
"It does feel perfect," he whispered softly, "I don't have to hide myself and be feared of being called a pansy. I feel so at home with you Rachel," his tone was still soft and more loving that it had ever been in the past. He was falling in love with her in her living room. He kept his eyes forward, glazing slightly, not really paying attention to it. His heart was beating a million miles a minute. He never let his feelings show like this. He felt like a barrier had to come up and he was trying not to. He wanted to be the person he really was with Rachel. Not the arrogant, cocky guy who terrorized Finn Hudson and made life a living hell for freshman.
Rachel:
Was this really happening? He was expressing his feelings and how she made him feel. This made her heart race like none other, she was really falling hard for him and this was the reason. "I feel the same way." Okay so forget about the popcorn and cookies, this whole thing was going to land them in a lot of trouble with each other here pretty quickly. The movie that was going had a couple kissing on the beach and the waves crashing on them. That was how her body was feeling right there. School was hard enough when she had to sing with both Finn and Jesse for duets. This particular night though everything was forgotten about GLEE and it was just them in her living room. "I didn't know that was how you felt. You know your not the badboy everyone thinks you are. I know the true you, and that is what I like about you." She pressed her lips to his at that moment, she felt it was the right time and her heart was saying to kiss him at that moment.
Jesse:
He drew her closer and kissed her fully on the lips and shivered against her for a moment. He nipped at her lips again, letting his tongue flick against her lower lip for a moment. Her cradled her head softly in his hands. He tried to keep his mind steady not wanting to scare her with his current predicament. The moment she had kissed him his jeans had become uncomfortable. The erection was killing him, rubbing against his zipper but he'd deal with it. Just for a taste of heaven, just for a moment.
Rachel:
So maybe they wouldn't get to the movie at all, when they were kissing she wrapped her arms around his neck and letting her tongue do some exploring. It felt really good and she was feeling something that she had never felt before. When she finally let the kiss go she was breathing kind of heavy, but it was a good sign. She finally looked at him. "Jesse, I'm ready to take our relationship to the next level. Tonight just seems so right and I've been actually thinking about this all day and well, I didn't know if it was going to happen until you said all of that. And now I'm certain that I want to." She said looking deep in his eyes. Maybe they could take it upstairs to her bedroom, it would definitely be better than food and TV movies.
Jesse:
He groaned for a moment when she let go of the kiss. "What?" He tried to not let his voice crack; he wasn't going through puberty. He had to seem strong after declaring his feelings like that. "Are you sure you want this?" A tingle went down his spine and he kept saying his head condom, condom, condom. "This is happening really fast. I don't want you to feel like you've made a mistake because you didn't wait." He chewed on his lip. This was rough being the good guy when it came to sex. He wouldn't pressure, he had promised himself that a long time ago. It just seemed so quick considering they had just made it to second base the first a few nights ago at the drive-in.
Rachel:
Rachel looked at him. He sounded so shocked, okay so she let him just go to second base when they went out those few nights ago. But that didn't mean that she had been thinking about it up until now. Yeah she thought that she just wanted to make out with him tonight. But her heart was saying something completely different. Taking her hand to his cheek she looked at him. "Jesse, I had been thinking about this for some time now. I love you and this is something that I think is going to be right." Then he mentioned that it was going too fast and she took her hand away and she immediately tensed up thinking she did something wrong. "But if you think that it is going too fast for our relationship. I really do understand, but I don't think it would be a mistake with you." She wanted to make that perfectly clear, even if something did happen between them she would never regret anything, her hormones were racing but if they just ended up spending the night together without having sex, well, then that would be perfect too.
Jesse:
"If you don't feel like it's a mistake than it isn't. I just want to be sure." He stood up swept her off her feet carrying her as if she were a princess. "Lead the way miss." He grins at her, trying to make light of the situation.
Rachel:
"I'm sure." She took the remote and turned the TV off as he then swept her off of her feet and into his arms. She let out a little surprised shout which then turned into a laugh. "Its straight upstairs and to the left." She said pointing the way to her bedroom. Putting her lips to his, kissing him all the way up the stairs. Yes, she was ready for him to be her first, it seemed so right and perfect, she was definitely happy with him. This night was more magical than make out point for sure.
Jesse:
He kissed her back at every step. Going upstairs he followed her directions, kissing her neck along the way. The heat growing within him, the passion growing with every kiss. He laid her down on the bed and sat beside her and kissed her deeply, again. His hand came up to her breast and cradled it in his hand. Keep it slow, he told him. She was a virgin. He was a virgin. He wanted this to last. He didn't want to look like a fool. His breathing got a little heavier and his voice a little raspier.
Rachel:
This felt like something that came straight out of the movies. The man lifting the woman up to go upstairs to make passionate love. That was what made it so perfect and this was how she imagined it to be. When he kissed her neck and let out a little moan. When she felt him putting her on the bed she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him with passion and deep. Then she ran her hands down his back and she let her hands grab at his shirt as she was pulling it off of him. This was it, the night that she would become a woman with the man that she was madly in love with. She felt his hand on her breast and she was loving that feeling.
Jesse:
His hands slowly creeped up her shirt and cradled the same breast underneath the bra before unhooking it from behind. He began to run kisses farther down her body. His breathing getting heavier. His hands moved downwards and up her thighs to squeeze gently. He watched her every reaction before his mouth worked it's way to her breast. His hands were up his skirt. He was too excited.
Rachel:
With every touch she would let out a little moan. And when he unhooked her bra she took it and through it across the room. Then he started kissing her down and she began to get a little nervous but she liked the way that his kisses felt against her. "That feels so good." She didn't know that this was what it was supposed to feel like but she loved it. She even gave a little smile, so this was what this was all about. When his mouth met her breast she closed her eyes and gave moans between her breathes. But then she remembered what they needed, if she was going to do this she wanted to make sure that they were actually prepared. Opening up her eyes she looked at him. "Do you have ummmm protection?" This may have been fast paced and everything and even though they were doing this on short notice she still wanted to know.
Jesse:
He stopped for a moment and reached into his back pocket and took out his wallet and opened it up. "Yeah, I do sweetheart. It's right in my wallet." He took out the condom, "My dad gives me one at the beginning of every school year." He slid off his pants and sighed. He was down to his underwear. He went back to kissing her breasts, testingly flicking a tongue against her nipple.
Rachel:
When he stopped she looked at him. I guess her question was kind of a distraction from what he was doing to her, and even though this was her first time it really did feel good. She just hoped that when it came to the part where they would be one that he would be gentle. When he pulled it out of his wallet she nodded and then smiled at him. "Someone wants their son to be prepared." She laughed and then saw him take off his pants and she laid down on the pillow. Then it was back to the good stuff, she ran her fingers through his hair and then she tilted her head back and let out sweet cries of pleasure.
---- FADE TO BLACK ----
Jesse and Rachel fell asleep in each other’s arms that night, forgetting completely that her parents would be home sooner or later. The night was a restful night for the both of them. Each content to lay in each other’s arms. When Rachel woke the next morning she awoke with a smile. She felt sore but it had been a perfect night. She had no regrets about the night and she felt closer to Jesse than she ever had before. When Jesse woke up he snuck out through her bedroom window to avoid her father and mother and the causalities that would happen from staying over at her house for the night. He walked home with an air in his step and a smirk a mile wide. Who knew that Rachel was going to put out so quickly after going to second base only once.