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Jul 23, 2008 03:34

"Staring back at a concrete sea white dashes are all I can see. I'm losing touch not realizing what it is I have become. To die a little bit more each day reinventing myself in order to stay away. Withdrawn from my own reality as I fight in attempt to better me. I gasp for each breath the heavens telling me this is the end. Detached from the earth and all those that made me hurt I regress on what was said to me. Withdrawn from my own reality so I can stay happy. I'm grasping."

-greg

These lyrics fit how i am feeling. Every since i've been home i've felt kind of detached from reality. I feel like i need to search for some kind of truth but i don't know where. So i've decided tomorrow im driving somewhere i don't know where, somewhere near woods... and going on a 2 day spiritual journey to find something. I don't what it is but there a reason i have these days off in a row and a reason for me feeling this way. Like that dream i had was some kind of sign. i don't believe in god so it doesnt have to do with that, but i believe there is a reason for all this, and i think i need to search for some kind of truth. Im shutting my phone off. i'll be back in two days.
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