.totally unloved.
i am reely p o'd rite now. i had this freaking long ass entry. and i clicked sumthing and it went away. i knew it wud too. anyways i cant get this mofoing picture to work for seans xanga. and will is like pissing me off. he aggrevates me like no other. he thinks he knows everything about me. which is totally not true. there are so many things about me that he doesnt know about. and i hate it that wen i try to explain to him that wutever he thinks about me is wrong. he totally ignores me and continues thinking w.e he wants about me. hes so fucking stubborn. i hate it. everyone gets this totally different impression of who i really am because no one really knows me. except for a few friends. carmen has been talking to someone i dont like berry much. and well thats her choice. so i shudnt care. w.e i hate how everyone comes to me with their problems. like all at the same time. and its all of these ppl. that if i started talking to them about my problems. they cud careless. but wen they come to me. i actually do care. cuz im a dumbass like that. i care way too much about ppl who cud careless about me. i feel so unloved. i shud learn by now. this sucks. i need a boyfriend.
Well cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless, So thoughtless, So careless. I could careless.