"I never fixed my broken jaw, that's why my words don't ever come out at all..."
So, school has been stressful. I've had to stay during lunch the whole week to finish stuff for CDL. That class is a lot of work, but it's also a lot of fun. Friday was fun in CDL because we put shaving cream on the tables and the little kids went all crazy smearing it around and we got to smear it, too. The kids were screaming, haha it was all crazy. As for the rest of school, well, it's there.
Yesterday, I went to the movies with Oscar J., my sister, and her Harpo. We didn't end up staying because I wanted to see Resident Evil 2 and we couldn't get in and some stupid undercover fag got pissed off at us for "walking around too much." So instead, we walked to Circuit City, then Silver Streak, then to Arby's, and then to Starbucks. It was fun walking, I don't walk around too often, so I enjoyed it. Even though I kept trying to convince him not to, Oscar bought me the new Senses Fail cd. That was way sweet. :) I still have to go find a dress for Homecoming :) I'm getting carpet in my room on Monday, so I have to take out all my stuff tomorrow. I won't be online for a couple of days.
Things for me right now are really... confusing, frustrating, stressful, annoying, agravating, wierd, sometimes nice, okay.
I want someone who's just like me. A guy who enjoys the same things I do. Someone who listens to the same music I do, who likes to dance and have fun. A guy to come over to my house and watch movies and eat junk food and just hang around with. Someone who can be my friend and lover at the same time. A person who would enjoy spending time with me and want to take me everywhere with him. Someone who could spend time with their friends and me at the same time. A guy who is mature, but can be funny and cute at the same time. Someone who is sweet and romantic, who can find special ways to make me smile and feel loved. A person who wouldn't lie to me. Who wouldn't think of or touch another girl while we're together. Someone to make me theirs, to be mine. Someone to complete me. Something that I can't have...