"Yeah the night's not over. You're not trying hard enough"
About my week / weekend:
*Wednesday- I saw Division of Laura Lee and The Sounds. It was a great show. I went with Andi, Oscar, Angel V., and Alyssa. We had a great time. "Five!!!" hahah! (inside joke)
*Friday- I didn't really do anything. I had like five things that I could have done, but I didn't end up doing anything. I got to relax. And then I called up Oscar and asked him if he could give me a ride to All That Music so I could buy my sis' ticket for Sugarcult, so we went. Then we stopped buy McDonald's for an ice cream. I love ice cream.
*Saturday- Went to the Sugarcult/Mae/Maxeen show. I was pissed that Spitalfield didn't end up playing, but other than that, it was a good show. I talked to the guys of Maxeen. I met the guitarist and Tim (main singer) of Sugarcult. But even better... I met Dave (main singer) of Mae. I have this little crush on him, he's damn hot. But I think he has short term memory (inside joke). So yeah, it was good, I saw some people there and had a good time. After the show, we dropped off my sis and Jackie Jaime and I went over to Andi's. I took an hour nap and then we went to Charles' show. We left early and then we hung out with the guys, by which I mean Jason, Angel, and Jake, ohh yeah and Jason's little cousin Jude, for a little bit. Then Andi and I left with Oscar to a party, but then we took off after a while and went to Village Inn with the guys (Jason, Angel, Jake, and Jude). That was fun. Then again, back to Andi's and hung out some more. Then Oscar stopped by again, and then left. He's funny. Sorry if you guys (Jason, Angel, Jake, and Jude) **note: I repeated myself for a reason, check the comments if you care to find out** didn't have fun or were bored, but I had a good time. You guys are fucking hilarious and always make me laugh. Then Andi and I knocked out at around 5 a.m. So, I can't wait till Andi's parents go out of town again, that was so much fun.
*Sunday- Woke up, got ready (yes, I know I poke ass Andi) and went to Ihop with Andi, her cousin Adrian, and his mom. After that, Andi, Adrian, and I went downtown to the Art Museum, but it was closed. So, instead we walked around downtown for a while. It was fun. We dropped off Adrian and I hung out with Andi for a while, and now I'm home, which by the way sucks. But oh well.
**I thought I had feelings, I was almost sure that I had fallen. I thought it would grow stronger, because I thought that's what was wanted. I doubt this whole situation now. I didn't feel a thing the other day. I didn't feel the way I had been thinking that whole week. Maybe because nothing was felt by someone other than me. It wasn't even long ago, but it feels so far away. I guess a lot can happen within five days. I was almost certain that maybe this would work out. But I guess things were said for a reason. And I guess it's better that I get out of it now, then to fall deeper and give in and get hurt. I just wanted this to work out so badly, I don't know why? It was just so... different. But I guess I'm just going to let my feelings fade, because I think it'd be best, and I think his feelings are gone by now. But I love that look in your eyes. It was hardly anything, so I'm going to stop here and leave it at that and not make it anything more.
Here's some pics from Saturday:
Me and Dave (main singer of Mae). He's soo friggin hott! Eww, I look ugly in this pic though!!
Me making a kissy face for Andi, haha, but I look all stupid there too. I hate my poofy cheeks! I'm such a dork...
"And you're small and feeling used. Just stare and stay confused. Don't say what we've become. And dear I promise you a change is overdue. By the time that I arrive, I will be done."