"Find me something out there that's making sense."
The only problem I really have is school, but lets just not go into that right now. I’m fucking lonely is what it is. At the moment I just feel miserable. I’m so good at hiding that though. Sweetest day didn’t turn out so bad thanks to my friends. I swear they save my life. But that didn’t stop me from thinking of how pathetic I am and how bad I need someone in my life right now. I miss you. You get a girlfriend so I get to talk to you like once every other week. Is that supposed to be a good thing for me? Cause I really only think it’s making me feel a little depressed.
I need to find a fucking boyfriend. I don’t want to look for one either. Looking never gets you anything. More than half the time you’ll just see happy couples that make you ten times more jealous and sad about not having anyone. Why can’t I just be one of the people in that happy couple?
I have a list of things that I’m looking forward to, but yet they’re so far away. I guess I can list them anyways:
October 29th - Halloween Dance
November 19th - Local Show
November 23rd - The sweet 16, biatches (start of thanksgiving break)
Sometimes stuff I look forward to jinxes me and turns out bad. So therefore I’ll wait and see how these things go.
Major writers block here, cant you tell?
Sixteen stories, I'd rather burn than fall
Miss Obvious