Sep 24, 2005 20:55
Well today was good.
I suppose I'm happy at the moment.
Maybe because I got to see him? Maybe because he actually acknowledged me? Maybe because I know that he's what makes me smile?
I know I still cant have him. Trust me. I saw him practically making out with some other girl tonight. That wasn't too pleasant for me to see, but then again I know he doesn't like me the way I like him.
It's just one of the many things I have to face.
But besides that Our Favorite Hero was amazing. No doubt, that was the best show I've been to. Sadly I didn't leave in the best mood ever, but somehow I'm still pretty happy with my day. I saw friends and I got to see him, plus the great music that was taking place. I really don't think it's going to get any better than that.
I should be happy right?
I mean at least I got to see him and talk to him. I really think that's the only reason I have to be happy right now. But that is a good enough reason for me.
Why does he have to be untouchable? I'm just screwed when it comes to finding a guy to like. I always pick the ones I cant have.
Oh well. I don't want to ruin my semi-good mood. I'll end this here.
Will you remember everything like I do?
Gina