just so you would know
i know that this is really stupid, but like ive always been complaining that i want the perfect guy. well i have him. and im basically scared shitless. and today i was thinking "why havent i fucked this shit up yet?" cuz seriously, thats what i do. and he tried to make me feel better. and it helps to know that i have someone like him. but im in a constant battle with myself to accept me and to learn to love. so im basically scared that hes gunna get fucking tired of me and just break up iwht me. and thats my fault. so im trying to run away from it. but i cant. and im scared. im fuckign scared.
you are my sweetest downfall
i loved you first, i loved you first
beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
i have to go, i have to go
your hair was long when we first met
samson went back to bed
not much hair left on his head
he ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
and history books forgot about us and the bible didnt mention us
the bible didnt mention us, not even once
you are my sweetest downfall
i loved you first , i loved you first
beneath the stars came falling on our heads
but there just soft light, there just soft light
your hair was long when we first met
samson came to my bed
told me that my hair was red
he told me i was beautiful and came into my bed
oh i cut his hair myself one night
a pair of dull scissors and the yellow light
and he told me that id done alright
and kissed me till the morning light, the morning light
and he kissed me till the morning light
samson came back to bed
not much hair left on his head
ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
oh, we couldnt bring the columns down
yeah we couldnt destroy a single one
and history books forgot about us
and the bible didnt mention us, not even once
you are my sweetest downfall
i loved you first