AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!
I am SO sick of dealing with incompetent people who don't communicate, and SO sick of having to inconvenience myself because of their incompetence!!!
CPR and First Aid training for camp was scheduled for today from 9-4. But I only needed the First Aid part. So because Jenny Dover (the incompetent idiot in charge of all the camp stuff) didn't get back to my mom about what time I should get there, my mom assumed 12:30, because it's the halfway point. So I didn't sleep well last night, and I dragged myself out of bed at 11 in order to get there by 12:30. We get there only to find out that the First Aid training is almost done. So I have to go back in 2 weeks. At 11. Not 12:30. WTF?!?
I've also been playing the phone message game with the same Jenny Dover for the last 3 months trying to get my camp contract right. The latest one has me working extended camp, which I specifically said I didn't want to do again after they guilted me into doing it last summer. Yesterday I left her another phone message saying very nicely that I didn't know if they were desperate for people like last year or what, but that if at all possible, I would really prefer not to work extended camp. When she calls me back, I'm not being nice anymore. I am SO fed up with her lack of communication, her complete incompetence with this, and how it keeps inconveniencing me. The ONLY reason I'm even still doing any of it is because I know camp is worth it, which is why this will be my 10th summer working there, I mean, come on, camp RULES. *sigh* But I am NOT working extended camp, I don't care HOW desperate she is...I'm done inconveniencing myself for her. Camp is worth it, but she's not.
In other news, today is my half birthday. Oh joy. I'm getting really sick of all these stupid milestones. Dammit, I'm too YOUNG to be dreading birthdays! lol :-P
I also haven't slept well for a couple of nights in a row now. I don't know why. It's much more frustrating not sleeping well when I don't have a reason than when I do have a reason. But I'd rather not have a reason.
My mood also isn't great in general right now because I'm trying to pre-empt the next phase of my mood cycle (see my previous entry for details), and I decided that the only way to do that is to not let myself initiate any social interaction with anyone NOW, instead of waiting until after that phase starts. Which of course makes me grumpy cuz I'm lonely and bored, but at least it's only affecting ME, as opposed to the next phases of my mood cycle, which affect other people too, and not in a good way. But at least I feel like I'm doing something productive, because if I can disrupt my mood cycle enough to completely CHANGE how my mood cycles work...OMG, that would be like, a miracle. So, we'll see.
By the way, just because I'm not initiating any social interaction doesn't mean I don't WANT any social interaction...so if you want to talk to me, feel free to contact me, cuz I definitely will talk to anyone who wants to talk to me, I'm just trying not to force myself on people (because in the next phase of my mood cycle, that's what generally tends to happen).
I can't wait until camp starts and I'm done with all this Jenny Dover training crap, and I have a routine again!
CPR and First Aid training for camp was scheduled for today from 9-4. But I only needed the First Aid part. So because Jenny Dover (the incompetent idiot in charge of all the camp stuff) didn't get back to my mom about what time I should get there, my mom assumed 12:30, because it's the halfway point. So I didn't sleep well last night, and I dragged myself out of bed at 11 in order to get there by 12:30. We get there only to find out that the First Aid training is almost done. So I have to go back in 2 weeks. At 11. Not 12:30. WTF?!?
I've also been playing the phone message game with the same Jenny Dover for the last 3 months trying to get my camp contract right. The latest one has me working extended camp, which I specifically said I didn't want to do again after they guilted me into doing it last summer. Yesterday I left her another phone message saying very nicely that I didn't know if they were desperate for people like last year or what, but that if at all possible, I would really prefer not to work extended camp. When she calls me back, I'm not being nice anymore. I am SO fed up with her lack of communication, her complete incompetence with this, and how it keeps inconveniencing me. The ONLY reason I'm even still doing any of it is because I know camp is worth it, which is why this will be my 10th summer working there, I mean, come on, camp RULES. *sigh* But I am NOT working extended camp, I don't care HOW desperate she is...I'm done inconveniencing myself for her. Camp is worth it, but she's not.
In other news, today is my half birthday. Oh joy. I'm getting really sick of all these stupid milestones. Dammit, I'm too YOUNG to be dreading birthdays! lol :-P
I also haven't slept well for a couple of nights in a row now. I don't know why. It's much more frustrating not sleeping well when I don't have a reason than when I do have a reason. But I'd rather not have a reason.
My mood also isn't great in general right now because I'm trying to pre-empt the next phase of my mood cycle (see my previous entry for details), and I decided that the only way to do that is to not let myself initiate any social interaction with anyone NOW, instead of waiting until after that phase starts. Which of course makes me grumpy cuz I'm lonely and bored, but at least it's only affecting ME, as opposed to the next phases of my mood cycle, which affect other people too, and not in a good way. But at least I feel like I'm doing something productive, because if I can disrupt my mood cycle enough to completely CHANGE how my mood cycles work...OMG, that would be like, a miracle. So, we'll see.
By the way, just because I'm not initiating any social interaction doesn't mean I don't WANT any social interaction...so if you want to talk to me, feel free to contact me, cuz I definitely will talk to anyone who wants to talk to me, I'm just trying not to force myself on people (because in the next phase of my mood cycle, that's what generally tends to happen).
I can't wait until camp starts and I'm done with all this Jenny Dover training crap, and I have a routine again!