and all that jazz...
wow, it's been a weird day. camp this morning was interesting...I totally lost patience with this one little kid, and I felt SO bad afterwards...*sigh* I think I'm even losing my touch with the little kids :( then my dad picked me up and TOTALLY guilt tripped me about how I had decided not to go to my great aunt and great uncle's 60th anniversary party, which is the weekend after I get back to school and I don't want to go because it'll totally mess with my routine while I'm still getting INTO a routine, which is never good. but he made me feel SO bad about it, so now I'm considering actually going. and he said he "wasn't trying to make me feel bad", he "just wanted to make sure I had really thought about it". yeah, ok, whatever, he's my DAD, he should know me well enough to know that if he pulls anything remotely CLOSE to a guilt trip, it's gonna work! especially when I'm in a crappy mood already anyway (which I was, but I guess he didn't know that, so it's not totally his fault)! ARGH, why am I SO easy?!? guilt tripping, sad puppy faces...EVERYTHING works on me! SO not fair :-P and the worst part is, even when I'm totally aware that it's happening (like with my dad today), it STILL works anyway. I'm such a sucker :-P
so anyway, my sister's show opened tonight, and it was WOW AMAZING OMG!!!! My sister is AWESOME! anyone in the DC metro area should come see her as Roxie in Chicago at the JCC in Rockville! shows are tomorrow night and Sunday night at 7:30! so the show made me excited and proud and hyper! for about half an hour. then I crashed. at least it was a slow crash and not one of those all of a sudden things.
so now I'm all blah...and I'm tired...and I want to go to sleep, not because I'm sleepy, but because I'm sick of everything else, and when I sleep, it's a really nice break. and I don't want to get up and go to extended camp tomorrow morning at 6. the only thing that's keeping me going right now is my sister's show tomorrow night, and the prospect of this weekend, if I can get that far! it's gonna be such a fun weekend! but I gotta get there first...*sigh*
so anyway, my sister's show opened tonight, and it was WOW AMAZING OMG!!!! My sister is AWESOME! anyone in the DC metro area should come see her as Roxie in Chicago at the JCC in Rockville! shows are tomorrow night and Sunday night at 7:30! so the show made me excited and proud and hyper! for about half an hour. then I crashed. at least it was a slow crash and not one of those all of a sudden things.
so now I'm all blah...and I'm tired...and I want to go to sleep, not because I'm sleepy, but because I'm sick of everything else, and when I sleep, it's a really nice break. and I don't want to get up and go to extended camp tomorrow morning at 6. the only thing that's keeping me going right now is my sister's show tomorrow night, and the prospect of this weekend, if I can get that far! it's gonna be such a fun weekend! but I gotta get there first...*sigh*