Jul 24, 2004 18:37
i haven't updated in a while. sorry to those that care.
did a lot this week. i think it was tuesday that i went to a show. lostprophets, midtown, and 18 visions. i'm not too familiar with 18 visions or midtown, but 18 visions was pretty good. (i wasn't too fond of midtown). over-all, i thought the show was great. plus the pits were just awesome.
wednesday i just chilled at adriana's. thursday i got an unexpected visit from and old friend, inviting herself to come stay the night. we went to wendy's, the mall and the movies. you know, the works. saw a cinderella story, better than i expected. friday me and her slept in real late, then watched a movie and ordered pizza. later on friday night, i went ice skating for my first time EVER with adriana, dom, and shannon. that was an experience..... never again.
today (saturday), me and the best bud went to the wellington mall where i caught with another old friend. that was fun, since i actually had money. (the real highlight of the day was chinese food). after, my dad took us out to eat at old vienna. BEST GERMAN FOOD EVER! when i got home, i basically had the house to myself. my dad just dropped me off cause he was late for a very important date. my sister was on her way out of the house with a guy she knew. so i'm home alone, whole house to myself and what do i do?.... i get out my suitcase and pack for the trip that awaits me tomorrow (for those that don't know, i'm going to new york for a week). i sooooo don't want to leave. i feel like i just got back.
i don't want to see my pshyco mom.
i don't want to miss my friends.
i don't want to be forced to socialize with family.
i want to see my boyfriend. i want to stay at home and do absolutely nothing, because sometimes that's what i need. i want to enjoy what's left of my summer at my own pace.
i hate big cities. they make me feel so alone. this is so fucking emo.
tay
~i wish i could have you by my side tonight, while the sky is burning. i wish i could have you by my side.~