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[tboertih]

idk wut to think or who my friends are
tell me if u are my friend and tell me if u arent
i just wanna sort everything out
thanx
damn it u people r so...ugh

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im your friend

[anonymous]

Im your friend toreh. i will always be your friend. but the last 2 comments above ^^ r very true. people get freaked out bcuz ur come off really fake. u try to befrend some1 by not being yourself, or trying to be MORE of yourself. u overexaerate (sp?) and it becomes really annoying. u have little confidents in yourself and u need to have more. your a great person, you just need to show people the real tori and realize, that your friends might have other friends. u cant expect them to be right there at your hip 24/7 just incase u need a shoulder. all your friends r there for a shoulder... especially those who r "Friends forever" i got mad at you because of the stuff you did. u cant blame me. and you always tell me im gonna change. except you do it everytime... you do whats wrong bcuz its what everyone else is doing.. and you KNOW how it feels to b pressured... so do i, but thats the differance between me and you tor, its alot easier to say no for me, bcuz i dont have the worry of losing those friends over it. thats where confidence comes in. you need to be confident that your friends will brush it off no matter what your choice is, and if they dont, they arent your real friends. so since you know how it feels to be pressured thats why i was SOOOO mad when i found out what happened with megan. and that EVIL skank des. you know i hate her, always have, always will. she manipulates you all the time and turns on you when its convenient. she will do it again and again, and i have always been sympathetic about it, but sooner or later... when she keeps kickin u in your ass.. its gonna get hard to hold in the "you told me so" line. I love you to death victoria Rose. i always will... now that all this is off my chest, Whenever u read this, IM me so i know u read it and we can talk

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show

ILU Victoria Rose AkA Toreh AkA Nessa Rose
Luv Alwayz,
Elizabeth Jean AkA Befferz AkA Glinda

Re: im your friend

[tboertih]

beth u kno me so well and u kno how hard it is for me to be me around people and this time u dont even understand how much ive already changed ilu so much and it really hurts that u per say judged me on my actions u kno i'll love u forever and u kno how hard i try to just be me its so hard tho damn im so pathetic i need a self help book lol i think im gonna read the purpose driven life and do the study i never finished it...if u wanna do it with me be my guest itd be awesome maybe we can even get a small group together to do it like u me and whitney maybe? wut do u say whit? u just kno how i feel so im not even gonna say it you kno how much people hurt me by small things and u kno how all i do is try to be a good person i love u forever we are friends forever elizabeth

Packing up the dreams
God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through

But I'LL keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.