who i am
wow last night was rly well...weird, but ok i guess. i was talkin to someone and idk the convo just brought me back to reality and reminded me of who i really am. and i am fully aware that i dont know myself. its what i dont. i dont know myself, but who does anymore? anyways ya so that was a milestone for me. all ive been doing is writing i havent rly admitted it, but i dont know who i am. am i the only one? no, im not. i dont think so. there are so many other people out there that feel the same way when i think im all alone. i learned last night that im not all alone. im not the only person in this world who can feel these feelings. im not the only one who fears and is in pain. im not the only one getting backstabbed and being told theyre not good enough. im not the only one feeling. im not the only person who can bleed their own blood. im not the only person who thinks that their not worthy enough. and i am not the only person who know this about themselves. but you know what i am the only person who knows me and the truth in that is i dont know "me". i know who i am and where i stand in society and cliques, but i havent found myself yet. inside im just a huge ball of confusion and blood and sweat and tears and hurt because no, i dont know. i dont know who i am.