Another one bites me
I cant even feel. I am not feeling anything here so what is the thing about this that is bothering me. its not my feelings im worried about. maybe its my friendship. maybe its just that feeling ill have. maybe its just that i cant stop thinking about some one else. what a bitch. i should have stopped it all. now i think that he will expect something of me. oh i hope not. i just want to be a free spirit. haha. except that i fact that i would like to be with someone else. be with...whats that suposed to mean anyway. i want to talk to someone old. get an outlook on life yah. just trying to know what they were feeling at my age. if this is normal. if i should have had this a long time ago so now i wouldnt be freaking out. grrr...i want a vacation from my life right about now and its not even THAT bad.