Jul 20, 2006 19:34
So I dont understand my feelings sometimes...no matter how mad i am i still get excited to know he's on his way.
Ya things have been weird.
I am getting worried...and a little paranoid.
Talking just to make myself feel better and so no one will worry.
I dont know what to feel or anything.
This has been a weird week.
I dont get it.
I feel like I did something wrong with out even knowing what I did.
Life as we know it ....slowly falling....CRASH!!
It feels like its happening again.
I cant handle it again...not this time