Apr 29, 2006 23:35
Ever feel like you dont mean anything....ya that about explains how i feel.
Sometimes i really do feel like im not happy in general...like i need something big to happen.
But the there are those times.
Kinda feel like i mustve done something wrong.
Ecspecially to be going through this again,
cause its going down the same road,
and i dont think i can stop it.
So much for me being happy.
Fuck it.
And this was supposed to be it..i dunno how youd put it.
Much communication is gonna go on tonight.
I cant keep quiet and sit here and let things start to fall apart like last time.
It thats it thats it...i just gotta know,
i cant play games,
ecspecially when so much is on the line..
Wow i just realized i just spilled my head all over livejournal...
TaTa,
LISA