Dec 23, 2003 23:46
Today was great. We woke up around 9 and Ranier's grandma made us breakfast. We then retreated to the game room. We played video games for a few hours then shot off some fireworks. I planned on going to see Kaylin today but I couldn't find a ride until 5. (my parents were going to pick me up at 6) so i called them and asked if I could stay another night. They said yes so I went to Kaylin's. I went over to her house and we hung out until her parents left to go look at Christmas lights. We went to Matt's house and hung out there since his parents were looking at lights too. We went on the back porch and were smoking cigarettes until Matt's phone rang. He went inside to answer it and me and Kaylin stayed outside. She was talking and I wanted to kiss her...so I did. I just leaned in and went for it. I wasn't sure how she would react but she kissed me back. She is a great kisser. I felt so good. Matt came back outside so we stopped and continued to hang out and smoke. Around 9 we went back to Kaylin's house. I was sitting on a couch with Kaylin in between sets. (we were working out) We left at about 10:30. I was kissing on her neck before I left and would have given anything to stay. Anyways, we headed back to Matt's and I called a friend to see if I could get a ride back to Ranier's house. I couldn't get a hold of him so I started walking. His house is about 10-15 miles away. I was pretty scared walking around in the dark. About half way there these kids stopped and asked if I wanted to buy some weed. I blew them off and they left. About 5 min. later they pulled back up (i was walking with one hand in my pocket) and this tall black kid in the passenger seat asked me why I was walking with my hand in my pocket. So I lifted my hand out of my pocket and flicked him off. I then walked off and he got out of the car. He stepped on my shoe and asked why I was disrespecting him. I then turned pushed him and said "why are you disrespecting me?" I walked away and he shoved me and cussed at me then he got back in the car. I spent the rest of the walk avoiding main roads and getting the crap scared out of me by crazy dogs and drivers who think it's funny to honk their horns at people. I got to Ranier's house at 12:30. Nobody would answer the door so I had to throw mulch at the window. This still didn't work so I had to ring the doorbell. They let me in and I know I'm going to sleep.
I'M OUT!!!