ok i need to vent
Ok!
wow where to begin...
- people need to stop with the name callin and the blame games
- just because you dont like me doesnt mean you need to post entries on lj about me
- there are too many things going on in my life to worry about highschool drama
- im taking a break from EVERYTHING right now
- im gonna use this time to get caught up on my school works and things of more importance
- im thinking about working for my dad in a sense
- if i seem like im blowing you off im not trying to so im sorry
- im glad your graduating GOOD FOR YOU
- im in a spot right now where i just feel like i cant handle the stresses of life right now and i just want a break. i dont feel like i can trust anyone right now. im so streesed out and its only my tenth grade year!!! school is piling opn and im trying to excell in band and everyone is constantly brining me down. it is so stupid the way people treat me and i guess i bring it all on myself.i just dont have very high selfesteem right now and i just think its better if i just leave my computer turned off and just spend time with family before i get to where i cant handle it. no im not gonna kill myself.i have tried before and i cant do that to my family. i dont think they could handle not having me around. and i prolly couldnt get the gut up to just end my life. i just want all of my very few friends to know i love them. if i see you tomorrow just dont ask. ok. i think im done just please treat everyone around you nicely. you never know when its too late......