cant sleep
idk.....things arent very good right now, idk whats going on anymore....everything was perfect for the longest time and now its all changed in a blink of an eye. the person i care about most in the world has lied to me two times in a row. it hurt so much the first time they did it, and i thought it was going to be the last....but this time i dont even know. i love you more then anything in the world and would do anything for you, im just hurt so much by this. all i ever want is for you to be honest and open to me about anything and everything. you have no clue how much you mean to me, your the person i cant stand going to bed without saying goodnight to, i cant stand this whole not seeing you more then one day a week......i ditch my friends just to be with you every second i can, i know you do the same, thats why i have trust in you and always will... i love ya and dont ever want to loose you to anything...