I'm not dead. I'm in need of advice.
hey! i found out what it is like to live in a plutonic relationship. trust me, it's total misery. I can only act out my feelings for him.
a guy likes me . . . no wait. . . he's crazy about me and I feel nothing for him. I'm head over heels for someone else. . . Johnny Knoxville of Jackass 1 and 2.
an example of acting out my feelings for this blah guy would be having to kiss him, which I did. I nearly ran in the house and washed my mouth out three times with moushwash. ::barf:: but it wasn't a sloppy kiss. just a peck on the lips barely touching his lips. it still didn't tell the guy anything. either that or he won't take "no" for an answer. or both. I know I shouldn't have kissed him at all. I can't stop thinking about how plutonic my relationship is with him and he still wants one. i just wanna be friends. he'll always be in the friend zone.
why, you ask? why won't I give him a chance? I gave him a chance. He's not the one. He's wasting his time. One, he doesn't make me laugh. everything is just serious and dull. I don't like Ben Stein from "Win Ben Stein's Money" on Comedy Central. This guy is the next Ben Stein.
Feel free to give advice because I need it.
I haven't been up to much since I last posted. I had an awesome summer. I went to Warped Tour. I'll never forget that day. I enrolled in a new college. Armstrong Atlantic State University sucks and so does their BCM. I'll never look back there ever again.
Although, I'm not sure if I'm enrolled in the right program at Savannah Technical College. My parents want me to think that I am and I'm happier in this program but still, I'm trying to come up with a backup plan in case Culinary Arts doesn't work out.
That's it for me.
a guy likes me . . . no wait. . . he's crazy about me and I feel nothing for him. I'm head over heels for someone else. . . Johnny Knoxville of Jackass 1 and 2.
an example of acting out my feelings for this blah guy would be having to kiss him, which I did. I nearly ran in the house and washed my mouth out three times with moushwash. ::barf:: but it wasn't a sloppy kiss. just a peck on the lips barely touching his lips. it still didn't tell the guy anything. either that or he won't take "no" for an answer. or both. I know I shouldn't have kissed him at all. I can't stop thinking about how plutonic my relationship is with him and he still wants one. i just wanna be friends. he'll always be in the friend zone.
why, you ask? why won't I give him a chance? I gave him a chance. He's not the one. He's wasting his time. One, he doesn't make me laugh. everything is just serious and dull. I don't like Ben Stein from "Win Ben Stein's Money" on Comedy Central. This guy is the next Ben Stein.
Feel free to give advice because I need it.
I haven't been up to much since I last posted. I had an awesome summer. I went to Warped Tour. I'll never forget that day. I enrolled in a new college. Armstrong Atlantic State University sucks and so does their BCM. I'll never look back there ever again.
Although, I'm not sure if I'm enrolled in the right program at Savannah Technical College. My parents want me to think that I am and I'm happier in this program but still, I'm trying to come up with a backup plan in case Culinary Arts doesn't work out.
That's it for me.