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Mar 15, 2007 22:10

Chris, Hot Dog, Bethany and Louie came into town this week. I got to hang out w/ them a bit last nite and we went to take class at Steps today. Class was really fun but I won't bother going back. Dana Moore teaches a really solid musical theatre class. As I said to hot dog today, I won't bother paying 15 bux to do something that I already have a degree in. If i'm gonna pay for class it's gonna be something that I really really think i should work on. Musical theatre dance is NOT that thing. I take Sheila b/c he shapes and movements are difficult for me, I take Ray leaper b/c i have terrible lyrical expression and then BALLET and lots of it. Not cheesey musical theatre. I get that at all the auditions that I go to. Not to say that it's not a ton of fun...but it's a waste of money. After class we headed over to Cosi and hung out for a bit. I actaully missed them a lot. Especially Hot dog and bethany. I mean I don't know Louie that well...he came after I was gone so he's just a friend of a friend. He's cool, just not close to me. Hot Dog and I have a great energy when we're around each other (and not fighting) that I love. It's nice to have someone to get close to and i can with him when he's around. Bethany and I just have a lot of crazy memories and such that connect us. Today in class there was music from Smokeys and we had a moment. Aww. Yeah. she's a good girl.

Thom is in town and came into the gym tonite. He had some news for me about this dude chris sending e - mails to people. I think i just have to keep moving on and realize that it's all just bullshit and that if i wrap myself up in it I will end up in a bad place. I'm doing well, and there's no reason to fuck that up here. Why bother putting myself back into the bullshit that is happeneing in buffalo....Interestingly enough, I haven't heard from Jack, Kelly, Travis or Andy...not a PEEP! Oh well. It's all just something that happened in the past now. Not friendships, not regrettable relationships, just a cloud of old memories that will get dusted off every once in a while when i choose to revisit them.

READ THE BOOK "BLINK" it's great....
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