solo
not one of the guys is coming with me to the show tonight because everyone is damn busy and has something else to do or is pissed at me. kimm isnt even coming because she has to study for a class so its just j-rod and me. and i am up there by myself (with marc drumming for me) beacuse riot didnt want to do a show on a weekend because it will be packed. so i guess i am doing the whole show by ear- whatever song comes into my head i will do. hellz no i am not doing avril lavigne and hillary duff and these songs that she sings that i cannot sing. sweet now i can do songs i like that shed never agree to. i want to do jaded maybe j-rod will get a spark in him and.... no, thats never going to happen. i give in you guys! i give up! it'll never happen again! but i can still dream. haha i should go get ready and maybe try to plan some songs to do. or ill just go play playstation or something. later