just a rant
So... Yeah... I have another kidney stone and it's made me not be able to do anything for over a week, which means I am very very very far behind in school, and on academic probation from failing history last quarter (not entirely sure what that means exactly) I need to move out but it scares the hell out of me, I want to move into a house and have some roommates but no one can do it when I need to so it won't work out, and I'm tired of not knowing things, not fully understanding what I want sometimes, and I'm really tired of people lecturing me when I am so emotionally and mentally drained I can hardly think.