"Why are you sad? Do you miss me? Cause that's why I'm sad."
It's hard to kick an addiction.
I had the most beautiful morning this morning, laying in bed with him beside me. I don't know what my problem is, or why I can't shake him from my mind, or if I really even want to. I could only go two days. I invited him to come over to talk, but he said, "If I come over, I'm not going home, and I'm not sleeping on the couch." I didn't want him to do anything but sleep next to me and wake up with me. Nothing ever feels final with him. Altough somethings feel definate. When he told me, "I still love you, too.", it felt unwavering and unchangable. It's such a hopeless situation that I'm not sure if I want to leave just yet. It just doesn't feel final.
I had the most beautiful morning this morning, laying in bed with him beside me. I don't know what my problem is, or why I can't shake him from my mind, or if I really even want to. I could only go two days. I invited him to come over to talk, but he said, "If I come over, I'm not going home, and I'm not sleeping on the couch." I didn't want him to do anything but sleep next to me and wake up with me. Nothing ever feels final with him. Altough somethings feel definate. When he told me, "I still love you, too.", it felt unwavering and unchangable. It's such a hopeless situation that I'm not sure if I want to leave just yet. It just doesn't feel final.