"I'm OK, I'm alright! ..."
In a meloncholy strangely calm mood. I have the most wonderful supportive roommates anyone could ever ask for and the most beautiful friends in the world. I love you all. Sunday the weather fit my mood, and it continued on Monday morning. Thank you for that. I hoped that Monday would be a good day and it wasn't. It was wonderful. Thank you Rachel. I love you. I think I'll call him on Monday.