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have been extreemly busy, yet amazing. Thursday up at 7:30 for class, took a shower and had a normal day, until 1:30. Jessie asked to pick up Scott for lost film fest. YES!!! Cleaned car, drove to bus station. Friendly stranger in my front seat, arrive at Progressive Center. Take a tour, power cord? Set up. Go home for arroz con frijoles y maduros, pick up tea and samosas on the way. Progressive Center. Lost Film Fest. Recode, Republican National Convention: Critical Mass, Falujah. "Ten Seconds left ... contact" Too much to handle, a friend ... he was there, I let that in. Sobbing on Jessie's Shoulder. (thank you). Outside in the hall way. Water. Intermission. Staff meeting. Back to LFF. LOTR. Global Action on a Local Level. t.h.e.c.a.m..p. and Vegan Mac and cheese. Bed at 4am in CPE. Spent the day with Connell. Signed a lease with Anna. 71 day lillies in our yard. House warming for Andrea and Megan. Dancing the night away. Driving a Friend back home, clicking sound, louder, Louder, LOUDER ... shaking in ways never shaken before, smell of burning plastic, lurching forward and backward, turning in where I can ... Governor's Square Mall, Smoke coming from the engine. Jenny's dead (my car). Shaking calling who I can. no one answering, 3 in the am. alone in a parking lot. phone ringing....hello? Thank you Roberto and Joel. I owe you more than one, I owe you alot. For picking me up and staying on the line with me until then. I'm glad to have such friends.