Jun 27, 2004 21:12
i just got off the phone with marta.
shes leaving tomorrow guys.
mama that leaves us one day to do everything we always said we would do.
marta we need to go to the beach, go shopping, have our girls night out (which may have to be a girls day out now), you need to visit me at my new house, we need to have a long discussion about life and all that deep stuff, we have to go to a party and meet lotsa hotties, and tons of other fun stuff. all in the next 36 hours. okay? :D okay great.
marta i love you so much. we really never gave last year a chance and its a shame. i wish so badly we would have been met earlier and spent more time together. but you cant change the past, so we'll just have to make the future a million times more exciting to make up for last year. i dont think that'll be a problem :) you've been such an important part of my life this year. you've helped me through so many issues and that support you offered i truly appreciate and im grateful that you lent me your shoulder to cry on (well to be pissed on) haha. i can't accept that you won't be coming back. you are such a great person. i hope you realize that. there has never been a moment that i've been around you where i wasn't laughing or happy or loving it ;) you make everything so much more exciting. out of everyone i've ever known you have the best personality. people are drawn to you and they don't even realize it. you're the kind of person that everyone loves to be around, that i love to be around. when we first met i didnt understand that, and so we didnt hit it off right away. but ive come to love and appreciate that about you. its one of many qualities that i adore.
geesh. okay so ill stop now, spare everybody :) i've got something for you and i hope i see you tomorrow to give it to you. after all my corny mushy stuff i still haven't really grasped my point and i haven't even edged on what i had in my head and what you mean to me.
i love you marta.