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I think I might be pregnant. I haven't gotten my period in over two months. At first I thought it was stress, but now I don't know. The only person I have EVER slept with is Taylor. I've been having such horrible cramps though. I don't know what is going on. Daddy made a doctor appointment for me tomorrow. If I am pregnant, how am I going to tell Taylor?
GOD HELP ME!
God, you know how many times I have been drunk in the past few months? What if I gave our baby Fetal Alcohol Syndrome? I am the worst person in the world. Taylor is going to kill me. I don't know how it happened though, we always use condoms and unlike Natalie, I don't poke holes in them. I am not ready to have children. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Taylor has called me ten times since yesterday and I wont answer the phone. He doesn't need to worry about this on top of all the other shit he is going through.
I'm going to go take a warm bath.
GOD HELP ME!
God, you know how many times I have been drunk in the past few months? What if I gave our baby Fetal Alcohol Syndrome? I am the worst person in the world. Taylor is going to kill me. I don't know how it happened though, we always use condoms and unlike Natalie, I don't poke holes in them. I am not ready to have children. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Taylor has called me ten times since yesterday and I wont answer the phone. He doesn't need to worry about this on top of all the other shit he is going through.
I'm going to go take a warm bath.