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Happy Birthday, Jesse.
I haven't slept, I don't think I'm going to. I'm wound up about today for some reason. I don't really know why considering I'll just have to deal with my family and they're all a bunch of annoying fucks.
God, I hope Brenda and Billy don't come for Thanksgiving dinner, I will fucking shoot myself. If they show up, it'll just make the day so much worse. Okay, whatever. It's Jesse's birthday. But it's also Thanksgiving and I don't really want to cry at the goddamned dinner table.
I'm over-analyzing all of this because I haven't slept and I just keep thinking that today is going to go horribly.
WONDERFUL! Here is my plan for the day...
CLEAN MY BATHROOM
SHOWER
SET UP EVERYTHING THAT STILL NEEDS SETTING UP
MAKE ANTIPASTA
THANKSGIVING DINNER
VISIT JESSE AT THE CEMETARY
SOBFEST 04
I changed my mind. I'm sleeping until noon, bye.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone.
I haven't slept, I don't think I'm going to. I'm wound up about today for some reason. I don't really know why considering I'll just have to deal with my family and they're all a bunch of annoying fucks.
God, I hope Brenda and Billy don't come for Thanksgiving dinner, I will fucking shoot myself. If they show up, it'll just make the day so much worse. Okay, whatever. It's Jesse's birthday. But it's also Thanksgiving and I don't really want to cry at the goddamned dinner table.
I'm over-analyzing all of this because I haven't slept and I just keep thinking that today is going to go horribly.
WONDERFUL! Here is my plan for the day...
CLEAN MY BATHROOM
SHOWER
SET UP EVERYTHING THAT STILL NEEDS SETTING UP
MAKE ANTIPASTA
THANKSGIVING DINNER
VISIT JESSE AT THE CEMETARY
SOBFEST 04
I changed my mind. I'm sleeping until noon, bye.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone.