Day

[taymyn]

So I try and I try and I suceed and I don't curse, and what do I get? People laugh at me for stopping myself from cursing! What kind of reward is that? And like I said before, the battles you win are the ones no one sees. Has anyone even noticed that I've stopped dragging fights on. I've dropped them, lots of them. But no one notices, no one says good job. And it sounds petty, and maybe it is, but whatever. It's me.

And my stupid stomache hurts so bad. I told all the people at the reunion that it had stopped. And it had. And now... now it's crap again.