like a ton of bricks
it hit me
i am not sure at all who i am anymore. i let someone else define me and its my own fault that im in the state that im in. im not at all happy withe way my life is going. im sad. there i admitted it. its not what i want.
its just hard to keep in perspective the peaks and valleys and i know this is just a hard time and its bound to get better right?
im just bummed out okay. fuck. im sorry i just cant keep pretending that the 56534595 million plus people who have hurt my feelings in this school year alone havent affected me. and the worse one out of all those people is me. i let myself down and i didnt try to stop anything. i said to my self "wow this is gonna hurt" and didnt even try to stop the fall.
im an idiot, i get it
i am not sure at all who i am anymore. i let someone else define me and its my own fault that im in the state that im in. im not at all happy withe way my life is going. im sad. there i admitted it. its not what i want.
its just hard to keep in perspective the peaks and valleys and i know this is just a hard time and its bound to get better right?
im just bummed out okay. fuck. im sorry i just cant keep pretending that the 56534595 million plus people who have hurt my feelings in this school year alone havent affected me. and the worse one out of all those people is me. i let myself down and i didnt try to stop anything. i said to my self "wow this is gonna hurt" and didnt even try to stop the fall.
im an idiot, i get it