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Captain's contemplation
Kirk\Spock
AU
pre slash; fluff
Kirk's pov
310 words
You're so unapproachable. Reserved. Closed. Don't you ever let in? Why? You have had no partner for 7 years. Why? Are you afraid? Are you afraid to become attached to someone? Are you afraid that someone will break your heart? You don't want to become vulnerable.
Yes, for you, love means love. You can't be intimate with me and and not to feel anything special. For you it's not a game. Serious things. I understand.
How would you behave?
What would you do if I gently lick your fingers, one by one?
Will you step aside? Tell me to stop? Will you be worried, or vice versa, will you open up to me?
Spock ...
My Spock.
I want you to relax. To understand that with me you have nothing to fear. Do not be afraid to lose control. Do not be afraid to fear.
You and I are alone in here. In the hotel room. And the journey's been long for you.
We are on the bed. Soft and sweet. It is quiet. Only you and I, and our focused attention. You are so close to me. I'm watching your every move, every look, turn of the head, twitch of corners of your mouth.
For you it is all serious, unlike for me.
I'm so glad that you're so close. That finally we are here, together. We breathe the same air, stand on the same ground. You're in a three-dimensional image now. That I can touch you, reach out to you. And it's not a dream. Do not a dream! A few more hours and you'll have to leave again. And I will have to do much efforts to meet you again.
But now you're here. With me.
Spock ...
I reach out a hand and gently touch your hair. You blink and sigh. You don't want me to disturb your concentration.
Okay. Okay!
Then touch me.
I have imagined your fingers inside of me so often, that now this feeling is not new.
It feels so natural.
Because it is you.
Spock ...
Please lean to me. I want you. I want to listen, to feel, to breathe, to touch, to be with you.
Just to be. I want this long moment to stay as long as possible.
Spock ...
I'm so happy.
Kirk\Spock
AU
pre slash; fluff
Kirk's pov
310 words
You're so unapproachable. Reserved. Closed. Don't you ever let in? Why? You have had no partner for 7 years. Why? Are you afraid? Are you afraid to become attached to someone? Are you afraid that someone will break your heart? You don't want to become vulnerable.
Yes, for you, love means love. You can't be intimate with me and and not to feel anything special. For you it's not a game. Serious things. I understand.
How would you behave?
What would you do if I gently lick your fingers, one by one?
Will you step aside? Tell me to stop? Will you be worried, or vice versa, will you open up to me?
Spock ...
My Spock.
I want you to relax. To understand that with me you have nothing to fear. Do not be afraid to lose control. Do not be afraid to fear.
You and I are alone in here. In the hotel room. And the journey's been long for you.
We are on the bed. Soft and sweet. It is quiet. Only you and I, and our focused attention. You are so close to me. I'm watching your every move, every look, turn of the head, twitch of corners of your mouth.
For you it is all serious, unlike for me.
I'm so glad that you're so close. That finally we are here, together. We breathe the same air, stand on the same ground. You're in a three-dimensional image now. That I can touch you, reach out to you. And it's not a dream. Do not a dream! A few more hours and you'll have to leave again. And I will have to do much efforts to meet you again.
But now you're here. With me.
Spock ...
I reach out a hand and gently touch your hair. You blink and sigh. You don't want me to disturb your concentration.
Okay. Okay!
Then touch me.
I have imagined your fingers inside of me so often, that now this feeling is not new.
It feels so natural.
Because it is you.
Spock ...
Please lean to me. I want you. I want to listen, to feel, to breathe, to touch, to be with you.
Just to be. I want this long moment to stay as long as possible.
Spock ...
I'm so happy.