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Im finally happy with my life and its suprising the shit out of me....
Got the hell out of my mothers house.... The bastards are in jail and being
held with no bond for the rape.... And the police are being very helpful. My
relationship couldnt be better... I finally found someone who loves me and doesnt
try to change me... Valetines Day was amazing and I guess Im officially engaged...
Saving up money to move out, and Ill be working on Clearwater Beach all summer at
Shepards and living not far from it.... Cant wait until Mexico in March.... And the
Bahamas in May! Sounds badass.... Other than that life is good.... Im enjoying it
without the haze and delusion of drugs and I feel completely ok with it. It was a choice
I made to help myself. Not my made by my mother or father. I want to live life not hide
behind a mask of deception. Lets face it crack and oxycontin with the occasional shot
of heroin is no way to live. Hennassys great and I like being able to just ride on a loose
rein with no stirrups and not have to worry about my damn heels not being jacked down and
my shoulders back... Showing was fun but alittle overrated. Im going to be an aunt.
My brothers having a baby.... So thats something to look forward to....
Above all I guess its safe to say Im calming down and starting over
later
Got the hell out of my mothers house.... The bastards are in jail and being
held with no bond for the rape.... And the police are being very helpful. My
relationship couldnt be better... I finally found someone who loves me and doesnt
try to change me... Valetines Day was amazing and I guess Im officially engaged...
Saving up money to move out, and Ill be working on Clearwater Beach all summer at
Shepards and living not far from it.... Cant wait until Mexico in March.... And the
Bahamas in May! Sounds badass.... Other than that life is good.... Im enjoying it
without the haze and delusion of drugs and I feel completely ok with it. It was a choice
I made to help myself. Not my made by my mother or father. I want to live life not hide
behind a mask of deception. Lets face it crack and oxycontin with the occasional shot
of heroin is no way to live. Hennassys great and I like being able to just ride on a loose
rein with no stirrups and not have to worry about my damn heels not being jacked down and
my shoulders back... Showing was fun but alittle overrated. Im going to be an aunt.
My brothers having a baby.... So thats something to look forward to....
Above all I guess its safe to say Im calming down and starting over
later