crazy crazy
havent wrote in this shit in a long time...been busy...
the horse is doing kickass...goin around 3 ft with bobby. gettin tried in orladno next week so we shall see......
been working out hardcore. but it feels good
went to a real dirtay gay bar saturday night...hahaha made joey go with me..eww then a nasty ass nigger bitch met him there so i went home.
thanksgiving in orlando should be fun...not going because im the black sheep drug addict...kinda funny when your own family cant see the changes youve made.
my grandpa wont tlak to me because he says that drugs are for niggers and since i used to do drugs...fucking 5 months ago...im a nigger too..
met this really nice redneck/rodeo boy who works for my dad. real cute..real southern. i think i might go out with him to the dallas bull saturday night.
bestfriends comin down from chi town sunday...got a condo to ourselves for 2 nights...sooo im comin off the break...been way too long without a nice roll...vinnys gonna come along with a few strippers to blow up with...mucho sex...goodtimes
lifes been great. content as hell...me and my brother have gotten really close...and jessicas having me be the maid of honor in the wedding..
going to costa rica dec.2nd with my dad and staci...
why is it when im with her i see your face...its like your haunting me. every girl i see reminds me of you. i really want to hate you but i cant find it in me. i dont know what went wrong..and why youd think id do something fucked up to you and then make me out to be crazy. but i guess thats you. but im doing well with it. i just didnt want it to end on badterms. i imagined it i guess with us just kissing goodbye and never talking to each other again. but it wont and its ok
going to holland,greece,and amsterdam this summer...meeting up with the old friends for the love parade...cannot wait to go to ebiza...the island of ecstasy...where paul oakenfold found himself...and then in august i leave for orlando.....UCF baby!!
i feel sort of empty...without her...but im glad i finally let go. i needed to. im not going to be called the shit i was called and still feel the same way...its like my heart got broken all over agian.
funny how love turns to hate so fast
the horse is doing kickass...goin around 3 ft with bobby. gettin tried in orladno next week so we shall see......
been working out hardcore. but it feels good
went to a real dirtay gay bar saturday night...hahaha made joey go with me..eww then a nasty ass nigger bitch met him there so i went home.
thanksgiving in orlando should be fun...not going because im the black sheep drug addict...kinda funny when your own family cant see the changes youve made.
my grandpa wont tlak to me because he says that drugs are for niggers and since i used to do drugs...fucking 5 months ago...im a nigger too..
met this really nice redneck/rodeo boy who works for my dad. real cute..real southern. i think i might go out with him to the dallas bull saturday night.
bestfriends comin down from chi town sunday...got a condo to ourselves for 2 nights...sooo im comin off the break...been way too long without a nice roll...vinnys gonna come along with a few strippers to blow up with...mucho sex...goodtimes
lifes been great. content as hell...me and my brother have gotten really close...and jessicas having me be the maid of honor in the wedding..
going to costa rica dec.2nd with my dad and staci...
why is it when im with her i see your face...its like your haunting me. every girl i see reminds me of you. i really want to hate you but i cant find it in me. i dont know what went wrong..and why youd think id do something fucked up to you and then make me out to be crazy. but i guess thats you. but im doing well with it. i just didnt want it to end on badterms. i imagined it i guess with us just kissing goodbye and never talking to each other again. but it wont and its ok
going to holland,greece,and amsterdam this summer...meeting up with the old friends for the love parade...cannot wait to go to ebiza...the island of ecstasy...where paul oakenfold found himself...and then in august i leave for orlando.....UCF baby!!
i feel sort of empty...without her...but im glad i finally let go. i needed to. im not going to be called the shit i was called and still feel the same way...its like my heart got broken all over agian.
funny how love turns to hate so fast