Sep 30, 2007 21:38
Ugh. so let me re in state that this is a place where I get out my feelings good or bad.
Today was great, I went to the mall by myself (:. tonight I have decided to start
closing my heart a little bit more, I think lately I have let to many people in.
Chrystal and I have conflicting schedules, whatever its life.Our friendship has been the most confusing
friendship I have ever had. Sometimes I just feel like one big disappointment and it hurts me very much when
she is sad, or I make her feel disappointed, even though sometimes I know she feels it, but doesn't say anything.
I dont understand why people stay in relationships where they are treated like crap frequently.
sometimes i see people as big disappointments and its easier to keep fewer people in my life
I think this is why i like to be alone.
i miss my boyfriend and his kisses. What I would give to see him right now ugh.