bad day
yesterday was awful. my mind led me to believe something had happened between two people and i swear i was practically crying all lunch. i wanted to die so bad, just so i wouldnt have the image of the two in my head playing over and over. it was the kind of feeling where your heart beats faster and faster and you start to get nauseous. like someone it you in the stomach with a hammer as hard as they possibly could. i wanted to lay down, close my eyes and stop breathing. sounds healthy eh? i was planning on bringing the cupcakes i had baked to drama last night. well, the oil was bad so that didnt work out. and of course there was a bit of drama in drama. stupid boy. i cant believe him. what a jerk.
last night was really fun though! i went to amy's house for a cast party. the was so much food there! it was really fun. we played tag too! wow, it was ridiculous how much fun we had doing that. except for matt... poor guy. tag turned into bag-tag for him... he got sick.
last night was really fun though! i went to amy's house for a cast party. the was so much food there! it was really fun. we played tag too! wow, it was ridiculous how much fun we had doing that. except for matt... poor guy. tag turned into bag-tag for him... he got sick.