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[taylorkirby]

i guess one good thing that can come out of this is i'll lose weight.
i haven't eaten really since saturday.
haha. i'm already 5 lbs down.
hurray.
food doesn't taste the same.
the texture seems to disgust me.
and my stomach feels worse after i eat.
it's like if i avoid food then the sick feeling won't come back.
so that's what i'm going to do.
i'm not even hungry.

fklsahdg.
i wanted this.
why am i so eager to talk to him ?
if he went back to school, then he's already been out for an hour and 10 minutes.
but he thinks im in school.
and there was a pretty good indication last night that he wasn't going to call me straight after school.
"if i'm near a phone"
as long as you're not with her i dont care if you call me or not.
flakshdg
i am going crazy.
why does my mind love to torture me ?
ugh ugh ugh.
i want him
no i dont 
yes i do
nahh
yes
no
yes
no
flaskhdgklashlkhsldkhgashklshdklghakgsdg
>:O
im going to rip my hair out.
i have to go to school tomorrow.
this week is going to suck.
stop growling stomach i hate you.

i love you.
i hate you.
you mean everything to me.
you mean nothing to me.
my my my this world is confusing.

.sigh.