what a summer this has turned out to be.
i could say that the past hours have been the most uncomfortable and painful moments this whole year. i had to go to the doctor this morning bc there was an unbearable pain in my stomach/chest. turns out i have a stomach ulcer. it hurts so fucking bad. if i eat my stomach hurts like a mother, if i dont eat it hurts too. so i am living off smoothies bc that doesnt hurt my poor tummy :( im on meds and hopefully it will feel better in a few weeks...if not then its surgery for me. looks like no more alcohol for me. she said it could be from excessive alcohol intake/coffee/stress/not eating enough. sooo yeah gotta be a healthy girl now. bc im in pain here. other than that things have been pretty good i guess. im happy to be single, im not lonley or anything...and im begining to accept things. hmm well im gonna go layout and try to get a tan...since i cant do anything but lay there. so call me if u need me this weekend? much love <3 taylor