.::+somthing takes my pain away+::.
monday, june 14, 2004. i cant remember the last time i updated soo i'll start from yesterday. yesterday i woke up early and went outside to do alot of yardwork n stuff...then washed the car...then layed out for a few hours. so then i came inside, took a shower, and started getting ready. then shawnacee came over and we went driving around looking for swimsuits n stuff. and so we went to target and they had the ugliest stuff we'd ever seen. so we decided to have some fun and ask all sorts of young boys working there where the condoms were and where the vagisil is. of course we dont need those things. but we just dont have a life like that so thats what we do. then we figured, hey were idiots lets leave. so then we left and went home for about...10 min. then left again. and we went to see allison at grapevine mills. and it was so depressing bc no one would hook us up with stuff. but yeah we saw...stepford wives? that movie was fucked up! but parker and his friend ross came up there. and he was pretty hott. but uhm yeah when we left we were driving down the road like normal people and up pulls parker, allison and ross' ass! ewwww he was NOT so hott anymore. (in case u didnt pick that up he mooned us) booo. so yeah we came home totally sober. it sucked. THENN we watched 21 grams and ross kept calling us to sneek out...but we didnt! bc were good girls ;) woop! and then here i am awake at 9:45. oh yeah and incase i didnt tell you, dashboard was the most depressing night of my life. not being able to act the same way i always had around kevin made me want to jump off a cliff! it was awesome and everything (the concert) but i just wish i couldve had someone else there with me bc...it was like i sat there by myself. anyway, im doing alot better now days. im not all sad anymore. being single is pretty much fun! especially in the summer...i really just cant wait its like...2 more weeks till i can get the hell out of keller for a whole week! yessss. and i'll be single when we go to south padre hellllll yeeeeah baby! but for now, im gone. -tay-